Well since this is my first blog I thought I would make it all about me...which doesn't happen often.
I'm Samantha Lynn I am a happy go lucky person but here lately I have not been such a happy camper. There are a few things that I'm surround by that makes my frown turn upside down. It is not only the environment that I am in about 8 hours a day but also the people i am around as well.
When hanging out with people you have to make sure to pick the right ones from the wrong ones. I have seen so many people go down the wrong path, I don't want to go there. I see the outcome and it doesn't look like the life I want to live.I would like to see myself getting a great job in the near future, hopefully what I am going to school for. One time I saw someone that I was close with get started with the wrong crowd. He started doing bad things and hanging out with old friends. He started wasting money on drugs and not showing up at night when people were looking for him. The things that he done just hurt everyone around him. Things kept getting worse and one day he wanted money someone would not give it to him. The only way he would is if he told two people that he loved drugs more than he did them...lo and behold he did say it. That was the worst day of my life. From that day forward I have always made sure to not let something that bad happen to me again. Reasons like that is why I do not surround myself by things or people that are not close with me.
In the fall I will be attending a local college to get my diploma in Medical Assisting. I used to attend University of Phoenix. I went to school to get my associated in Accounting. I attended this school for a little over a year and I will not do that again!! I ended up owing a little over 12,000 dollars to that place. Even though I have lived on my own for over four and a half years I still have to go off my mothers taxes because I'm not 25. I hope that one day I will be able to pay school off and not worry about it any more. Too bad that will not be anytime soon!
There are a few reasons why I started blogging. One because a certain girl has brought it to my attention that it will help things get off your chest when you do not have anyone to talk to. The second thing is to be able to let people know what I am thinking. Some people do not care and others do, if you do not care then don't read my stuff. Either way it is not going to hurt my feelings . I am the one that is doing it for me not for you :)
That is just like some people put on Facebook if you don't like my stuff don't read it. There are a lot of people that do not like me but those people do not know me either. If some people actually know me they would love me. I am a caring person and think of others before I think of myself. I know it is good to do this but sometimes you should put yourself first.
There are so many people that judge me , please do not judge me unless you know what my life has been like and what I have been through. Kind of like the saying I've made up... Don't talk about me unless you have walked in my shoes fallen a few times gotten up and fallen again then made the best out it.
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