Today Is The Day:)

Today is the day that I am going to change. I'm starting zumba with my friend,going to exercise more, and watching what I eat. I will loose weight and get back to what I was in high school...or close to it.

I went to the mall with my bff Jill and I did have to get a smaller pant size which made me very happy.I plan on going down a few more pant sizes. The next few weeks are going to be exciting the changes I make in my life. I will do this to make me a better person. Not only that but I will try and make an impact on the others around me that they need to exercise more.

Last night I was watching my strange sex addictions(it was the one thing that was on) and this girl was very large. Her boyfriend loved seeing her fat and she loved to be fat. She ate so much.! He said he got excited to see her each so much, which I think is disguising. It showed them eating breakfast and she ate a dozen eggs. How does someone do that? That was nothing compared to the other things she ate. What gets me is she is large and is hurting herself and likes doing it. He is pretty much killing her by feeding her so much. There are people that do not realize how big they are until its to late. Few people actually do something about it.

I know I'm not large but I'm not the size I want to be. I will make a change in my life.